What is your motivation to recover?
The fact that no one takes me seriously, the way people stare at me if my sleeve goes up a bit. People automatically assume that there is something seriously wrong with me, and maybe there is but they have no right to judge. As silly as this sounds, when a guy meets a girl and he sees she has scars and cuts all over her he will not take her on a date. If i hate myself that much then why should they treat me any better?
I didn’t get the chance to post yesterday so i shall post twice today 🙂
What part of your body is most affected by it?
Definitely my right thigh and my left arm.
How long have you been self harming? Discuss why you started.
Since i was 13, so 5 years. I am not sure of the exact reason why i started, but i still remember the first time. I was angry and i looked down at my thighs which at the time where perfect and all i wanted to do for some reason was destroy them. It happened in my mind many times before i reached out and grabbed a pair of scissors that was near by. A few seconds later i felt better, like something stopped the tightness around my chest and ever since that day it’s what i did when something make me feel shit.
What i will be writing about for the next 30 days.
Thoughtsofasuicide_ 