How long have you been self harming? Discuss why you started.
Since i was 13, so 5 years. I am not sure of the exact reason why i started, but i still remember the first time. I was angry and i looked down at my thighs which at the time where perfect and all i wanted to do for some reason was destroy them. It happened in my mind many times before i reached out and grabbed a pair of scissors that was near by. A few seconds later i felt better, like something stopped the tightness around my chest and ever since that day it’s what i did when something make me feel shit.